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It's been a while since I've gotten this sick. I usually just sleep it off and get better right when i wake up but I'm still weak as a vegetable right now. I wanna make some art so bad T.T
Commission for Lunaric Sun by Kuroeno
Commission for Lunaric Sun
I'm still aliiive~
This is Mizuki, Lunaric Sun's OC~
It's been a while since I've had any real commissions so I was extra paranoid on this one hahaha
Kiryu Thunder by Kuroeno
Kiryu Thunder
Just another random freebie I did long ago.
My brother finally got the second-hand scanner our cousin gave us working so now I can upload better pictures *u*
Unfortunately though, I ran out of paper. T^T I can't wait to buy some with the money I'll hopefully be getting this Christmas.
Lisa by Kuroeno
SO in order to conquer this severe art block or whatever I'm experiencing, I tried to get back on a commission on gaia that I've stopped on doing (because I quit gaia). And though this might be another "safe" drawing, well, I don't know, it feels good to touch my paintbrushes again after a while.

I really need a scanner T^T

Materials used:
Berkeley Watercolor Paper
Prang Watercolor
Reeves Watercolor
Pentel Poster Paint


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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
I'm Erica. I'm a 20 year old self-taught artist.
I live in the Philippines and I am currently taking up
a Bachelor of Arts in Communication in De La Salle University- Dasmariñas.

Oh and my art blog is below. Feel free to visit :D<sub>
WARNING: Drama ahead.

For quite some time now, I can't help but feel stagnant as an artist.
Like I've lost all motivation and inspiration, and I don't know which to blame.
I still feel the need to draw though, since I don't know what else I should and can be if not an artist.
I am also aware that I still have a lot of potential; there's so much room to grow.
But it's like I've stopped growing.

I don't know. Maybe it's just that I'm scared of my own incompetence?
Most people around me are very supportive and they all believe in my talent.
I appreciate all those, don't get me wrong. I still get happy whenever people compliment my works.
But it's like, I feel impatient. Like, I feel that can do better, and yet when I hold
a pencil and stare at the blankness of the paper, I freeze.

I don't have ideas.

Whenever I try and search for inspiration, I only end up being frustrated instead of being inspired.
I think about those people who are so creative, and I'm still here stuck at doing the same things 
over again. The same safe things. I want to get out of my comfort zone, but I feel boxed, i feel imprisoned.
I feel like I can't. I'm starting to get scared that I might not be as good as I thought I can be.

I feel like Colin Singleton.
If anyone reading this have read An Abundance of Katherines by John Green, you'll get where I'm coming from
I don't know if this is still an Artist's Block, or something worse.
I just want to stop feeling this way.
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Galaxie 500


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ilikeMADIian Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yo! kamusta? active kpa ba dto? hahaha :D lupet tlga ng mga gawa mo. Sensei. :3Spider sora XD 
Quentinvcastel Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  New Deviant Professional General Artist
Pretty galery, cheers :)
Kuroeno Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Mickaia Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Your art is beautiful, Heart  I have watch you Clap 
Kuroeno Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!!
YuuheiDanchou Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015
I'm so glad I found your profile page! it really brightened my day!
Have a llama and my respect! >v<
Kuroeno Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!! It means a lot, really T.T
DarkGreyHeroine Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Beautiful use of watercolor, I admire you sincerely :iconozlovecrazyplz:
Kuroeno Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank youu!!
Kuroeno Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww Thank you so much! :)))
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